Investing the Time: Continuation of a Sucky First-One

I remember at one point or another in my life, I promised myself a sequence of successes would get played out. However, it is September 20th and I must save face by admitting that this sequence ran left while I ran right. Not saying some on the list didn't get done. I picked up a book, procured a job till I find a temporarily permanent one, I wrote a blog...for my new blog--However, I didn't finish reading that book; my mind rationalizing that I like to savor authors' words. I also haven't found that temporarily permanent position. And, can't even remember the URL to this new blog.

#FAIL
??

I think not. Because just like my weight loss, I never took it seriously. I let Scallion Pancakes, Facebook, and crocheting get in the way, each potentially ruining all positivity (If that is even a word) I had for this summer. Then I came across my own actions in the wrong way. I had been telling my friends...and family for so long that I couldn't wait for the 2011 summer to blasted-well end and now I've realized it's because I knew Fall would bring me a fresh start.

So yes, you may call me in-denial. Quite frankly, I call it same. But what I try to stick to is speaking only optimism. Maybe there was a reason for all these setbacks. I mean, I know this time around that it was in no way, shape, or form, procrastination.

No...no #FAIL... just a second chance at a sucky first one. So I'll be simple and invest the time...this time around.